Life and it's melody...

Where did i go???

2008-01-26T07:23:42Z

How could i have completely forgotten my rootS? My livejournal sitting here with no words treading from my fingers. Gah i feel like i have completely lost my ability to converse my thoughts into sentences of sense. Well here is my attempt. All is well in my life. My sister is prego... I'm gonna be an aunt!!! I have no job... both good and bad. Have no obligations but no income :) I think i'm goin to try my hand at stencil graffiti... maybe i'll be the next banksy. Well these are my thoughts and ponders. Till i grace these pages again. Later.

I havent been on here for ever

2006-08-17T20:44:47Z

So i got a new apt with my sister. I have a new job. My brother went to college yesterday. I drove an hour in the same car as my MOM and DAD yesterday. Wow amazing what a short period of time can produce. Love to all. O and i have a new favorite band. SIlversun pickups. check them out.

crazi days ahead

2006-06-01T21:58:42Z

wow i got inspired yesterday and did some major ass home cleaning.... to bad i am the only one who cleans the F'n house. It would have been a lot faster if i have help. Needless to say the house is almost spotless i just have to clean up my studio/drinking room and the kitchen... which i will do later. There is nothing like sleeping in a bed with freshly washed sheets. Anyways it is starting to thunder so i am getting off this computer.. LAter. By the way i am changing things in my life.... for the better. so some chapters of my life are about to be closed and kept closed for a long time if not forever.

hushed and flushed.

2006-05-19T23:36:01Z

so my boys are on the road to recovery. Thank you everyone for prayers. know for the rehibilitation era. But i have faith everything will be 100% in due time.
I love my new job, i love meeting new people. I think i get tired of things too easily, i like new and exciting not old and routine. But there will b a time for me to settle down. just not now... i love when someone automatically assumes something about me with my appearance.... nope i am not a freak. Very laid back and far from it ;) though i have my moments. Gah i am ready to see what tom will bring. We are planning a bon fire for next week, hopefully the plans will go through. I am tired of going out every night. I didnt go out last night but was awoken at 3:30 in the morn by Pappa Merf jumping on top of me. To bad i was asleep. Well I am about tog o dig in my mom's fridge cause i am poor and have no food at my house. Love you!

Reality can make you cringe and cry.

2006-05-14T23:36:19Z

My little brothers best friends are in serious need of prayer. They got in a car wreck last night and one has internal bleeding the other is in icu and the other is the big brother to the one in icu. They are like my little brothers and it makes my stomach to drop when i realise that life and death is reality. Please keep these boys in your prayers... i dont believe it is time for any of them to go on and have faith that they will prevail. Please take this into serious thought and say a prayer for Brandon, Micah, and Kevin. Tears for my hommies. I Love you guys and will have you in my prayers every minute of each day!
It makes me cry because my little brother could have been in the wreck. They had just dropped him off before the wreck happened. I then wonder what i would be doing if that was Colby in the hospital.

Donde es what!!!

2006-05-05T22:09:01Z

Happy freaking Cinco Di Mayo!!! Whooa Party tonight in honor of dirty sanchez and the mexican revlution!!!

tis is be this me.

2006-04-23T03:57:46Z

WOW! I missed out on saying HAppy MOTHER F'n 420! What the fuck. Needless to say all is well. I am floating the river tomorrow!!! O what fun that will be. Fun in the SUN!

craziness

2006-03-27T05:48:10Z

SCREAMING!!!!! I think i want to cut all my hair off into a fauxhawk. GOodnight.

im back

2006-03-21T09:31:54Z

alas i am back from Arizona! 3 hours later than the expected arrival... i am home.... le sigh* It was fun while it lasted. Filled with TONS of shopping, a trip to an old mission (WAY COOL!), drinking margaritas, drinking LOTS of coffe, hippi street, and haning out with my family. All in all my spring break was amazing! Me, mel, and aunt abby sat outside looking at the mountainous view drinking our countless margaritas and listened to the coyotes yell.... amazing.

till i come back...

2006-03-16T01:31:02Z

Till I return... ROCK ON!!!! PEAce And Love HomiES!!! MUAH!!! I leave for arizona!

as promised....

2006-03-16T01:28:31Z

Still got the LOVE! Where? - DOwn in my Heart

2006-03-15T05:50:42Z

http://www.myspace.com/insanecase This is me bitches!!

Gah i feel as though i am cheating on my livejournal with my myspace. How much of a nerd can one be. I found my digital and took some REALLY cool pictures and now i cant find the chord which attaches the fucker to the computer. What the F!!!
I leave for AZ Thursday!! That is like 2 days away!!! I am stoked! This is me stoked!!! AGHHHH!!! I cant wait!
I went to jackson the other night and saw Jason's new tattoo shop. It will be righteous when complete!
I've been hanging out with b.merf a lot lately. Stephen Waldrops birthday was the other day and TIna Weina came down. Going to c tamara in april. WOW old friends are the best ones, the ones that always seem to be your friend no matter how much changes in the years past. LeSIGh LOVE!
I finally finished my 1st art project YEA!!! I will post pictures when i find my damn chord. Till then Peace out G's.

Lord if that guitar could talk... i wander what song it would sing

2006-03-03T04:54:05Z

swaying with the beat. I have a HUGE smile on my face. God i love this rythm. My dad's sister is here and my dad has the guitar out. SO many memories. SO many songs played on that guitar. What a peaceful feeling to have flow through your body each time the fingers hit the strings. MY body wants to just sit hear and take each beat in. LOVE.

hello my name is Laura... and i am a myspace addict

2006-02-25T06:32:28Z

Myspace is eating my life and brain! Life is awesome. Arizona trip is going to be flipping sweet. Melanie left for Belize today and wont be back for a week and then when she gets back she will be home for a week and then me andd her.... AZ BABY!!!! Its going to rock hard just like last years spring break! Well I am officially getting caught back up with the homework thing. I got lazy there for a moment but i am back on top of things. I really want to get my ink started. Just figuring out what though.

i am the computer nerdess

2006-02-16T15:05:43Z

I have a myspace now! Actually i have had it for a while but a druken night and lauren helped me take interest. Check it out look me up if you'd like.

I am a tad bit crazy...

2006-02-14T22:08:29Z

My mom took me to eat chinese food for Valentines. It was awesome. SO i had an apiphany(spelling?) The other day. I have all these innner cravings to go just get in my car, hitchhike, bicycle, whatever all around the country,. I have not even been exposed to nearly anything. I want to expand my horizons. I am going to AZ in less than a month... YEA!!! Well after that my money is going to be pinched tight because i am going to save up and start a fund for my getting out there vacation. Im just going to pack up the neccesities and jump in my car and go wherever the Road and my instincts lead me. I was thinking a trip to Canada would be fun. Pit stopping to check out the coolest attractions. How much fun i am going to have. For serious.
I got a Valentine date tonight... it is going to be supper fun :) I really am stoked.
I miss my friends i havent hung out with in a while. But my life has been sunny for a while now and i like it that way. But on the down note. One of my old flings from my early years (one of the long and winding roads of getting over heartache) came through journeys the other day. Its weird for someone to be a big part of your life then suddenly they are no longer there. Years go by and you occasionally wonder what is that person up to. Then miraculously they appear unwarned and you unprepared. I got the stomach drop wanna go to the bathroom and throw up feeling. It really is sad though, when you see someone you really cared about and still care about them but they are still throwing there lives away with the constant desire to sedate their inner pains. Grow up baby. I still believe in you. It sad when a really good friendship is ruined along the way. Im still here considering myself your friend even though things arent the same. I'm cool like that ;) But honestly how can you be so close to someone for years and then one day it just is not there anymore. I have been told exceedingly many times that i over analyze things way to fast. Maybe it is my guard. I cant help it is only natural to question the status of the relationship... to wonder if i am wasting this persons time or are they wasting my time... who is using who. What if they are using me to fullfill this need of having companionship without true desire for the companion. I have definately stooped to that level of loneliness. SO what makes me any better than them.... nothing. It is a viscious cycle of hurt and highs of love and pain. This is crazy shit right here. SO from now on i am no longer to question the vulnerability of my doubt. I am just going to ... Let it be, let it be.

Still Rockin On...

2006-02-14T08:57:20Z

art is being.... alive

2006-02-09T17:50:07Z

So we are out of gas... meaning no HOT water. Laura is going dirty for a few days. Yummm a'liscious. Had a shopping date yestaday. Found me some treasures. It was an interesting day and ended with an interesting night. All in all it has been good days.
I wish i was more modest about some things. I cant take compliments. I feel awkward if put on the spot. I am not the pampered type... though very vain to my own extint... not openly just secretly. It is nice though.
I jacked Lauren's fingerless gloves with stars on them for art class today.

This is how i feel today :)

2006-02-08T17:37:31Z

insanecase @ 2006-02-08T11:40:00

2006-02-08T17:32:58Z

So i throw on dirty clothes for the second day in a row..... oooo the freedom of not caring and waking up late. Needless to say i stayed up till 1 watching Wonderboys last night... i give it an AMAZING review, anyone with a tad bit of dry humor and an open view should definately watch it. Then i fall asleep reading my asigned writing. Wake up an hour before my first class and grab my pen and write a 3 page (only 2 pages required) critic of the writing due to turn in today. Get to school to find out.... my class doesnt start at 11 it starts at 12.... what was i thinking?
Needless to say it will be an awesome day... i feel it. It cant go bad. A day goes bad only if you let it. Positive outlooks can make anything better. ALso i was at home ALONE so i roll the trash cans all the way to the shrubs last night... not all the way to the road (i got scared it was dark and there is this creepy camo-wearing old man that has been seen wandering aimlessly all around my community... he could have been hiding past the shrubs where the light didnt give way). In other words 6 feet more and the trash would have been takin.... but yet they are still sitting 6 feet away from the road with trash still in them. OOO well it isnt that bad because we have cut our trash outtake from 4 cans and extra bags along our road to only 1 and a half cans this week. Thats a big change. It's amazing how much space beer bottles take up in the garbage.
My dad's birth day was Monday gotta go visit him before the weeks over, well gotta run to my 12 oclock class. Peace out hommies.

The sun shines brighter after the Rain.

2006-02-07T18:00:51Z

Things always happen unexpected. Had a date the other day. It went well. The first impressions are always the fun part. I guess we will c. Patience is a virtue and communication is important.
Sittingin the Art room. It is a good day. Jammed out to some Journey, Wallflowers, and many more greats. Now it is time for painting.

There was a bird taping on the window this morning. It was the first signs of a good day. Not to mention the cool art kids i like spending my tuesday and thursday with. Went and ate free lasagna.... YUMMMM. I should go be productive. Later.

in the art room

2006-02-02T19:13:18Z

i love love love thursdays! Joy joy joy. Happiness is overwhelming when you have your passion. I get stuck in the art class all day on tues thurs. Maybe my painting is dry.

insanecase @ 2006-02-01T17:04:00

2006-02-01T23:15:59Z

SO he does it again! Not thinking and getting busted yet again. MY lil brother is not a bad kid.... only careless and thoughtless. Needless to say that red xterror of his i posted about barely a week ago... is no longer his. Maybe i can have dibs on it :) The crime... breaking and entering my aunts house and throwing a party. Needless to say it was busted up and it looks as though he is headed off to christian school this time. Cover you tracks lil hommie! God did give you a brain so use it!
On another note my teacher commented infornt of the class on an essay i wrote in English. My view on a Rose for Emily had a view she had never thought of before. This my friends is a good thing... it means i am smart :) I have outwitted even my teacher. aaaahhhh you can bask in my glow. School is going great. I put the foot down and threw some curse words out sat. I stated i didnt want the house to be a party house and since then it has been.... wonderful. I dont wake up to beer bottles and a smokey haze every morning. I even stayed home staurday night and did homework... what the Fahk! That was a first. I feel a whole lot better though. Even though my sister and my roommate proceed to call me a bitch now a days. They are conspiracing against me. Well bring it baby cause the bitch is out. No more laid back easy going.
Well going to eat with my daddy. Peace! Love and let be loved.

In Memory. Forever.

2006-01-27T03:08:47Z

...I found these today :(

I miss my Bob-tail Marley. She has been stolen from me. My heart. Always.

Here is a smile and i am giving it 2 you :)

2006-01-27T01:13:35Z

Just got back from Covington with my mom. Had a doc appt. and then me and mommy went to World Market and then out to eat. I love love love bonding time with the Family. My little Brother just got a red nissan extera.... me i am freaking jealous. It has a sunroof and everything plus he still has access to my aunts truck. How spoiled can a kid b. I walked in today and he is so handsome. I am surprised how well my bro has come with his style. He is like a little metro emo boi. No poser at all. The real deal. Cutie. He took me riding around the block jaming out to Panic of a Disco. I give him props he is a stud.

On other news. An end to october is gone on tour. Any body reading this should definately check them out on my space to see if you are priviledged to have a show near your surrounding area. It would be well worth it. I am going to miss my Chips though. Word has it that they are possibly getting their tour dates posted on MTV2 so keep an eye out.

Me, Lauren, and Dana busted are asses off in this workout class this morning. I am back on the excercise routine. We are going again tom. Gonna get my pooshy belly into abs of steel baby.

Hung out with Lauren and Terry again last night. I love you guys. Terry got new music put in the jukebox at St. Elmos..... AWESOME JOB FELLA! Made a late night trip to Walmart it was exciting. Well i guess i better get goign to hattiesburg before it gets too late.
Holla.